[03:57.00]I simply don’t do anything anymore
[03:57.00]Kinda feel kinda bored
[03:57.00]But I just reject any ideas
[03:57.00]It’s always maybe or I guess I could
[03:57.00]And I would
[03:57.00]If I could get myself out of my shell
[03:57.00]But I just reject any ideas
[03:57.00]Maybe I’ll go back to school
[03:57.00]Maybe if I felt more cool
[03:57.00]Maybe I just need to eat less like I did when I knew you
[03:57.00]I was happy, and I thought
[03:57.00]It would last, but it did not
[03:57.00]Try to replicate all the things I can control, but it’s a lost cause
[03:57.00]’Cause it’s never gonna feel like how it was
[03:57.00]Without your love
[03:57.00]I’m taking walks like every day
[03:57.00]And I say things like I’ve had enough
[03:57.00]Never would’ve done that a year ago
[03:57.00]Maybe I’m growing
[03:57.00]It feels like years since we said goodbye
[03:57.00]And I try not to think about it out loud
[03:57.00]’Cause I just end up crying, guess some things don’t change
[03:57.00]Maybe I’ll take fewer strolls
[03:57.00]Maybe I’ll contact my old friends
[03:57.00]But if they call me back, then leave a message at the tone
[03:57.00]’Cause I can’t talk to people that
[03:57.00]Knew me when you had my back
[03:57.00]Try to replicate everything, but maybe that’s just a self stab
[03:57.00]’Cause it’s never gonna feel like how it was
[03:57.00]It’s just weird to grieve someone who’s still around but isn’t truly
[03:57.00]’Cause I could reach out and you’d answer
[03:57.00]But I’d read it thinking who’s he
[03:57.00]I know deep down I’ll never feel like there’s a new you or a new me
[03:57.00]But there is
[03:57.00]I hate that you can’t say you know me anymore
[03:57.00]You go around telling people you knew me now
[03:57.00]And that feels sore
[03:57.00]So maybe I’ll go back to school
[03:57.00]Or maybe if I felt more cool
[03:57.00]Maybe I just need to eat less like I did when I knew you
[03:57.00]But the old you
[03:57.00]I guess I thought he would last, but he did not
[03:57.00]Try to replicate all the things I can control, but it’s a lost cause
[03:57.00]’Cause it’s never gonna feel like how it was
[03:57.00]Without his love