[00:00.00]Mother I Sober (feat. Beth Gibbons of Portishead) (Explicit) - Kendrick Lamar (肯德里克·拉马尔)/Beth Gibbons
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[00:03.46]Lyrics by：Beth Gibbons/Kendrick Lamar/J. Pounds/M. Spears/Daniel Tannenbaum/Sam Dew/Stephen Lee Bruner
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[00:06.92]Composed by：Beth Gibbons/Kendrick Lamar/J. Pounds/M. Spears/Daniel Tannenbaum/Sam Dew/Stephen Lee Bruner
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[00:10.38]Kendrick Lamar：
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[00:13.84]I'm sensitive I feel everything I feel everybody
[00:17.50]我个性敏感 感受着一切 理解每个人的心情
[00:17.50]One man standin' on two words heal everybody
[00:20.74]一个人依赖于两个词 治愈世间众人
[00:20.74]Transformation then reciprocation karma must return
[00:24.22]涅槃重生 将善意传递出去 因果报应 循环往复
[00:24.22]Heal myself secrets that I hide buried in these words
[00:27.71]治愈自己 将我隐瞒的秘密埋藏在歌词之中
[00:27.71]Death threats ego must die but I let it purge
[00:31.08]遭受死亡威胁 自我注定消亡 但我让其得到净化
[00:31.08]Pacify broken pieces of me it was all a blur
[00:34.49]让自己平静下来 我支离破碎的样子变得模糊不清
[00:34.49]Mother cried put they hands on her it was family ties
[00:37.78]妈妈失声痛哭 他们对她动手动脚 这就是家庭纽带
[00:37.78]I heard it all I should've grabbed a gun but I was only five
[00:41.22]我听到了一切 我早该拿着枪倾泻火力 但那时我只有五岁
[00:41.22]I still feel it weighin' on my heart my first tough decision
[00:44.76]我的心情依然感觉沉重不已 这是我第一次做出艰难的决定
[00:44.76]In the shadows clingin' to my soul as my only critic
[00:48.25]当我对自己吹毛求疵时 这一切萦绕在我灵魂的阴暗角落里
[00:48.25]Where's my faith
[00:49.30]我的信仰去了哪里
[00:49.30]Told you I was Christian but just not today
[00:51.56]我告诉过你 我是个基督徒 但今天我要破戒
[00:51.56]I transformed prayin' to the trees God is taken shape
[00:54.94]我已经华丽蜕变 对着树木祈祷 上帝已经幻化成形
[00:54.94]My mother's mother followed me for years in her afterlife
[00:58.52]在我妈妈的母亲去世以后 多年来她跟随着我
[00:58.52]Starin' at me on back of some buses I wake up at night
[01:01.81]在公共汽车后面 我感觉她凝视着我 我在深夜时分突然惊醒
[01:01.81]Loved her dearly traded in my tears for a Range Rover
[01:05.26]我深爱着她 用我的眼泪换来一辆路虎揽胜
[01:05.26]Transformation you ain't felt grief 'til you felt it sober
[01:08.55]涅槃重生 你无法感觉到悲伤 直到你恢复清醒
[01:08.55]Beth Gibbons：
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[01:08.85]I wish I was somebody
[01:14.14]多么希望我可以变成别人
[01:14.14]Anybody but myself
[01:22.24]只要不是我自己就好
[01:22.24]Ooh I wish I was somebody
[01:27.76]多么希望我可以变成别人
[01:27.76]Anybody but myself
[01:34.97]只要不是我自己就好
[01:34.97]Kendrick Lamar：
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[01:36.38]I remember lookin' in the mirror knowin' I was gifted
[01:39.70]我还记得我凝望着镜子里的自己 我知道我天资聪颖
[01:39.70]Only child me for seven years everything for Christmas
[01:43.08]七年来我都是家里唯一的孩子 为圣诞节做好充分的准备
[01:43.08]Family ties they accused my cousin"Did he touch you Kendrick"
[01:46.50]家庭纽带让我的表哥遭到指责 Kendrick 他是否对你动手了
[01:46.50]Never lied but no one believed me when I said"He didn't"
[01:49.84]我从未说谎 当我说没有时 却没有人相信
[01:49.84]Frozen moments still holdin' on it hard to trust myself
[01:53.16]气氛焦灼的瞬间依然萦绕我的脑海里 我连自己都难以相信
[01:53.16]I started rhymin' copin' mechanisms to lift up myself
[01:56.59]我开始写歌 我选择这样的应对机制让自己振作起来
[01:56.59]Talked to my lawyer told me not to be so hard on myself
[02:00.02]跟我的律师促膝长谈 他劝我不要对自己这么严苛
[02:00.02]He has an aura I hope to achieve if I find some help
[02:03.44]他散发着迷人的气场 如果我寻求帮助 我希望我能如愿以偿
[02:03.44]Congratulations made it to be famous still I feel uneasy
[02:07.18]恭喜你 出人头地 可我依然感觉惴惴不安
[02:07.18]Water watchin' live my life in nature only thing relieves me
[02:10.59]注视着水面 享受自然中的生活 只有这样能让我放松心情
[02:10.59]Spirit guide whisper in my ear tell me that she sees me
[02:14.03]灵魂指引在我耳畔低语 告诉我她看到我的身影
[02:14.03]"Did he touch you" I said"No" again still they didn't believe me
[02:17.33]他是否对你动手了 我再次矢口否认 可他们还是不相信我
[02:17.33]Mother's brother said he got revenge for my mother's face
[02:20.72]妈妈的兄弟说他会报仇 只要能维护妈妈的颜面
[02:20.72]Black and blue the image of my queen that I can't erase
[02:24.14]我的女王浑身淤青 伤痕累累 我无法忘记她的那副模样
[02:24.14]'Til this day can't look her in the eyes pain is takin' over
[02:27.60]直到今天 我无法凝视她的双眼 痛苦将一切占据
[02:27.60]Blame myself you never felt guilt 'til you felt it sober
[02:30.81]埋怨自己 你不会感到愧疚 直到你恢复清醒
[02:30.81]Beth Gibbons：
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[02:31.15]I wish I was somebody
[02:36.41]多么希望我可以变成别人
[02:36.41]Anybody but myself
[02:44.25]只要不是我自己就好
[02:44.25]Ooh I wish I was somebody
[02:49.99]多么希望我可以变成别人
[02:49.99]Anybody but myself
[02:57.55]只要不是我自己就好
[02:57.55]Kendrick Lamar：
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[02:58.46]I was never high I was never drunk never out my mind
[03:01.68]我从未追求刺激 从未喝到烂醉 从未失去理智
[03:01.68]I need control they handed me some smoke but still I declined
[03:05.26]我需要控制自己 他们把烟递到我面前 但我还是毅然拒绝
[03:05.26]I did it sober sittin' with myself I went through all emotions
[03:08.88]我独自一人 清醒地坐着 我心底百感交集
[03:08.88]No dependents except for the one let me bring you closer
[03:12.16]孤独无依 除了一个例外 让我跟你细细道来
[03:12.16]Intoxicated there's a lustful nature that I failed to mention
[03:15.77]我沉迷于我未曾提及的贪欲天性之中
[03:15.77]Insecurities that I project sleepin' with other women
[03:19.08]我想象着自己缺乏安全感的样子 与别的女人同床共眠
[03:19.08]Whitney's hurt the pure soul I know I found her in the kitchen
[03:22.46]Whitney伤心不已 她是我认识的最纯洁的人 我发现她在厨房里
[03:22.46]Askin' God"Where did I lose myself
[03:24.69]开口询问上帝 我究竟在哪里迷失了自我
[03:24.69]And can it be forgiven"
[03:26.13]我能否得到宽恕
[03:26.13]Broke me down she looked me in my eyes"Is there an addiction"
[03:29.20]将我击垮 她注视着我的眼睛 好像在说 你是否欲罢不能
[03:29.20]I said"No" but this time I lied I knew that I can't fix it
[03:32.87]我矢口否认 但这次我却说谎了 我知道我无法弥补过错
[03:32.87]Pure soul even in her pain know she cared for me
[03:35.96]她纯洁无瑕 即使她痛苦不堪也时刻关心着我
[03:35.96]Gave me a number said she recommended some therapy
[03:39.37]她给我一个电话号码 说她推荐了一些心理治疗活动
[03:39.37]I asked my momma why she didn't believe me when I told her"No"
[03:43.19]我问过我的妈妈 当我告诉她没有时 她为什么不愿相信我
[03:43.19]I never knew she was violated in Chicago I'm sympathetic
[03:47.55]我不知道她在芝加哥的时候受到侵犯 我同情她的遭遇
[03:47.55]Told me that she feared it happened to me for my protection
[03:50.79]她告诉我 她很担心我会遭遇同样的事 这只为保护我的安全
[03:50.79]Though it never happened she wouldn't agree
[03:53.33]尽管从未发生过这种事 但她总是放心不下
[03:53.33]Now I'm affected twenty years later trauma has resurfaced
[03:56.93]现在我受到影响 二十年后创伤再度浮现
[03:56.93]Amplified as I write this song I shiver 'cause I'm nervous
[04:00.24]当我写下这首歌时 这种感觉愈演愈烈 我紧张不安 导致我瑟瑟发抖
[04:00.24]I was five questioning myself 'lone for many years
[04:03.57]那时我才五岁而已 多年来我总是独自质疑自己
[04:03.57]Nothing's wrong just results on how them questions made me feel
[04:06.99]一切都没有改变 这只是他们的提问引发我深思的后果
[04:06.99]I made it home seven years on tour chasin' manhood
[04:10.40]我回归家庭 七年以来我忙着巡演 追寻我的男人本色
[04:10.40]But Whitney's gone by time you hear this song she did all she could
[04:13.94]等你听到这首歌时 Whitney已经离开 她已竭尽所能
[04:13.94]All these women gave me super powers what I thought I lacked
[04:17.17]这些女性给予超能力 正好就是我觉得自己缺失的能力
[04:17.17]I pray our children don't inherit me and feelings
[04:19.90]我祈祷我们的孩子不会继承我的特质以及我的感情
[04:19.90]I attract a conversation not bein' addressed in black families
[04:24.14]在黑人家庭中 鲜少有人畅谈这一话题
[04:24.14]The devastation hauntin' generations and humanity
[04:27.48]这种伤害笼罩着子孙后代 挑战着我们的人性
[04:27.48]They raped our mothers then they raped our sisters
[04:29.79]他们肆意侵犯我们的母亲 然后再侵犯我们的姐妹
[04:29.79]Then they made us watch then made us rape each other
[04:32.27]让我们亲眼目睹 然后逼迫我们互相伤害
[04:32.27]Psychotic torture between our lives we ain't recovered
[04:35.38]让我们一生都忍受着精神折磨 我们无法痊愈
[04:35.38]Still livin' as victims in the public eyes who pledge allegiance
[04:38.80]在公众的眼中 依然无法摆脱受害者的身份
[04:38.80]Every other brother has been compromised
[04:41.34]两个兄弟中有一个人已经选择妥协
[04:41.34]I know the secrets every other rapper sexually abused
[04:44.63]我对秘密了如指掌 两个说唱歌手中就有一个遭受过非人的欺辱
[04:44.63]I see 'em daily buryin' they pain in chains and tattoos
[04:48.01]我每天都看着他们将痛苦埋葬于项链与纹身之中
[04:48.01]So listen close before you start to pass judgement on how we move
[04:51.55]所以在你对我们的所做所为指指点点以前 你得听仔细了
[04:51.55]Learn how we cope whenever his uncle had to walk him from school
[04:54.75]学习我们的应对方法 让叔叔亲自去接他放学
[04:54.75]His anger grows deep in misogyny
[04:57.09]他怒火中烧 深陷于对女性的厌恶中
[04:57.09]This is post-traumatic black families and a sodomy today is still active
[05:01.84]这就是经历过创伤后的黑人家庭 那种事情仍时有发生
[05:01.84]So I set free myself from all the guilt that I thought I made
[05:05.32]所以我让自己重获自由 摆脱那些我我以为自己犯下的罪行
[05:05.32]So I set free my mother all the hurt that she titled shame
[05:08.73]所以我让我的妈妈重获自由 摆脱她称之为耻辱的痛苦
[05:08.73]So I set free my cousin chaotic for my mothers pain
[05:12.28]所以我让我的表哥重获自由 他因为我妈妈的痛苦而混乱不堪
[05:12.28]I hope Hykeem made you proud 'cause you ain't die in vain
[05:15.58]我希望Hykeem能让你倍感骄傲 因为你的死亡并非徒劳无益
[05:15.58]So I set free the power of Whitney may she heal us all
[05:19.08]所以我释放了Whitney的力量 愿她能治愈我们所有人
[05:19.08]So I set free our children may good karma keep them with God
[05:22.40]所以我让我们的孩子重获自由 愿善缘让他们与上帝同在
[05:22.40]So I set free the hearts filled with hatred keep our bodies sacred
[05:26.04]所以我让充斥着仇恨的心重获自由 让我们身躯保持圣洁
[05:26.04]As I set free all you abusers this is transformation
[05:29.31]当我放过你们这群施虐者 这就是涅槃重生
[05:29.31]Beth Gibbons：
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[05:29.66]I wish I was somebody
[05:34.60]多么希望我可以变成别人
[05:34.60]Anybody but myself
[05:42.64]只要不是我自己就好
[05:42.64]Ooh I wish I was somebody
[05:48.48]多么希望我可以变成别人
[05:48.48]Anybody but myself
[05:57.02]只要不是我自己就好
[05:57.02]You did it I'm proud of you
[06:03.54]你做到了 我为你感到骄傲
[06:03.54]You broke a generational curse
[06:06.71]你打破了世代延续的诅咒
[06:06.71]Say"Thank you dad"
[06:08.71]大声说 爸爸 谢谢你
[06:08.71]Thank you daddy thank you mommy thank you brother
[06:20.70]爸爸 谢谢你 妈妈 谢谢你 兄弟 谢谢你
[06:20.70]Mr. Morale
[06:24.58]Morale先生
[06:24.58]Before I go in fast asleep love me for me
[06:36.50]在我沉沉入睡以前 请爱我真实的模样
[06:36.50]I bare my soul and now we're free
[06:41.05]我袒露灵魂 现在我们自由自在